It was not my typical Saturday.
It all started yesterday and continued today and it doesn't look like it's going to stop anytime soon. Let me explain... I am a hoarder. Being a hoarder and having big house is bad,but being a hoarder and living in tiny apartment is a nightmare.Especially if you live with someone who loves place clean and tidy. My husband has a patient of a saint.I know that the fact that I am messy and hate cleaning and throwing things away is annoying him,but somehow he is putting up with it. I believe that the state of your living space is mirroring the state of your mind. I've spent last few years living under huge amount of work and health related stress. Mess and clutter in my head was as bad as mess around me. Last few months brought huge changes in my life. I have new job where the most stressful day is not even half as bad as what I called easy day in my last job. My health is so much better and we are finally getting somewhere with our fight against my #infertility. I also made decision to remove some very toxic people from my life and got back in touch with some of my real friends.
All these things added up to my mental health improving and looks like the state of my place is mirroring the state of my head again. On Friday I woke up and for the first time in years I had this urge to clean everything around me.It started yesterday after work with me tidying up a litte bit.This morning I woke up early,dragged hubby to the shops to buy lots of cleaning products (so happy that we have a car now and I didn't have to carry it all home) and I've spent all day cleaning.I was fighting my inner hoarder and made some heartbreaking decisions to throw away few years worth of crap that I didn't need 😂. Old clothes,makeup, magazines all went in the bin. Poor hubby still doesn't know what is going on with me,but he was helping and carried bags of rubbish to the bin for me. I am knackered now and relaxing having lovely dinner (yes I am back to cooking all our meals again) and a drink.It looks like black coffee,but don't let it fool you.It's sugar free energy drink with #coffee flavoured #vodka.
ah and super sexy turkey hat is from #poundworld 🍗🍗