So I've been feeling low for about a month, & instead of exercising I have been eating cookies & scrolling through the Insta explore page comparing myself to all of the zillions of beautiful people. & no surprise, that's made me feel quite SHITTY; so instead of continuing this self-destruction I'm making a vow to stop this nonsense right now. Don't fall into this trap of hating yourself or doing things that make u feel worse (like cyber-stalking models lol), cuz its not gonna change anything about u & it's only gonna make u miserable. I can either live happily with the cellulite starting on my thighs or I can hop up & do some Pilates. But what I can't do is sit around being hateful of myself making comparisons. Who the eff does that help? If u don't like something work pro-actively (not obsessively!) to change it, or accept it. Hating something & choosing to do nothing to make yourself happier about it just isn't an option. You aren't alive to suffer. 💜💜 Ive felt too insecure to post body pics recently. So I'm ending that now. I accept myself.