Transcranical Magnetic Stimulation diary.
It hurt a little more every time, but after some minutes I get use to it. I have headaches almost everyday and this week I feel like I’m doing almost nothing. Is really hot and with my headache I feel like I don’t really want to do stuff and I often fall asleep during the day. Except the headache I feel better, people around me see it too. I look more awake, more relaxed, more happy. I don’t have that depressed and tired face I had every time. I’m proud of myself because I’m really trying everything I can to feel better. I keep making researchers on internet and books and try change my lifestyle. Change lifestyle is... expensive, healthy food are expensive, supplements are expensive. Easy food are cheap, a sedentary lifestyle can be cheap. Plus change bad habits is really difficult... I’m using an agenda to keep track of everything I have to do everyday. Last night I was thinking about school and I was getting worried again, and normally I will think too much and have an anxiety attack, but... not this time. I’m worried about things, but not like I was before that I had stress for everything. I care about all those stuff like before, but I don’t feel stressed or anxiety. I don’t overthink anymore. I really feel like I’m starting a new life.
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