•M A R I T A L - R A P E •
I insisted him to stop.
Not cause i did not love him,
But cause i could feel nothing like tenderness in his touch.
Nothing like warmth i would seek for.
He brushed his soul against mine and was able to sense how cold it was.
Too cold for me to breath.
I wanted to scream and say no on top of my lungs.
But i could not ,cause if what he was doing was love then it was choking me to death.
I urged to be left alone , repelled ,faught ,cried and at last begged .
But all my efforts went in vain .
One look in his eyes left me startled.
Ego ,hatred , lust and all the evilness of his heart managed to escape from his eyes and fell all over my body ,burning my soul alive.
Hours went by ,he teared my inner being and nothing like affection ,intimacy or ardour was left among us to cherish ever .
Morning rays touched a lifeless naked body lying on the ground and passed right through the newly cracked soul.
But somewhere amongs the chaotic voices of my heart and self , my ears managed to catch the chuckling of an angel .
My little baby girl .
How unaware she was of the fact that her own father was a monster .
But i shall not tell her or anyone ever.
I should hold my broken self in and make breakfast for the man who raped me last night.
Cause this is what i am supposed to do right?
I surely will ...Cause once in a white serenely exquisite dress i said "I Do" and hence he never have to ask me again.
Cause this is his right . If he is married to me ,how can he rape me ?
There is nothing like marital rape , Right ?
Wrong!!!!!!!! It was ,it is and it will always be.
How ? Well i guess the write up will assist you in figuring it out. - @mysterious_readers_