@tmntgabe and I with @therealcthomashowell I was so nervous.. I didn't get as chatty as I do with others x being Autistic some emotions can be quite overwhelming for me.. childhood nostalgia is one of them.. that emotion effects me differently then most people.. I have to process it out of me so that I can function, because nostalgia is painful for me.. its hard to explain.. other Aspies understand though..I wish my mom could have been here with me x this man meant more to be growing up then he'll ever know ❤️ Pony Boy taught me to have a moral compass x literature means a lot to us Aspies and I wish I could have talked more with him x . . . . . . .