Here we go with Mirajane in her Bikini from the Grand Magic Games Arc🍉
You know I'm very much for transparency so I'm gonna be honest with you guys.
I'm still on a journey to body acceptance and less self doubt so being open is crucial to me when it comes to these topics.
When I did this shoot 2 years ago, I was afraid to eat.
I had started restricting weeks ago and didn't dare to eat anything before the shoot was done.
And as much as I'd like to say I'm not in this place anymore, I can't guarantee it.
The fear of being judged, laughed at, molested, insulted and commented on because others are not used to see people my size wearing something revealing is still there as well as the fear I simply can't find beauty in myself. .
I have learnt that fat is equivalent to ugly and it's fucking hard to unlearn that bullshit.
But I'm trying. I challenge these thoughts and feelings daily. Sometimes I win. Sometimes I don't.
But I'm a fucking Fairytail magician so I won't stop fighting back👆🏻👊🏻
For my freedom to wear what ever I want to. For my right to be always respected.