I haven’t been as active as I normally am on social media because, well, I hate to feel like a “Debbie-downer” and honestly this entire ordeal has not only taken a toll on my physical health but my mental health as well.
I feel like I’m going in circles, I cry, I pray, I feel hopeless, then I feel hopeful, then I do it all again. Thank God that I have amazing people on my side because I swear I’m a damn mess. I keep trying to understand the “why” in all of this and I’ll admit my strength is wavering, but I’m holding on tightly to that last bit of it.
You guys, I just want to eat a meal without feeling sick, or not feeling like my body is so fatigued that the walk to my daughters’ school doesn’t cause me physical pain.
We take SO much for granted in life and it’s these little things that you don’t even normally pay attention to, it’s those things that I want.
Thank you guys again for being the best support system ever.