i guess i never really knew what releasing fear meant. i think im figuring it out. co-star predicts some judgement today. im just now aware of its hold on me and casting it off. my mama has been relaying what she’s learned from ‘the art of not giving a fuck’. growth/change takes time and is so so different for each person. for me, its finger-painting and posting goofy selfies. feels so good. happy sunday!