"My body" PART III (continuation)
For 3 entire years now I've been "self harm free" I believe that this is something to be incredibly proud of. I could care less if people state that I posted this blog for "attention" or to get people to "feel sorry" for me. When actually, in all honesty I posted these for the mere idea that it might help someone out. -
I thought that I'd be in such a depressing state for the rest of my life. I thought that I'd have those endless sleepless nights forever. I thought I'd never be pleased with my reflection. I thought that I'd never be able to walk around with confidence. -
But here I am, ironic right? Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that I'd be parading around ON A STAGE in a bikini. I think that this whole pageantry and modelling thing has helped me immensely. Although don't get me wrong, I still feel insecure; but I've just learned to accept the fact that this is the one and only body I've been given. -
I'm happy with MY BODY, (see how i emphasised MY because it's mine) so if you're going to comment that I've been "getting chubby" or that I've been "gaining weight" don't even bother. I could care less. This is my body which means MY CHOICES. Some days I like being a health freak and others I feel the need to pig out on a whole pizza. So hush, i don't need to hear it. -
I'm always so thankful to all the people who continuously supported and held me up and my worst. You know who you are and wouldn't be here today without all of you.
Ladies and Gents, if you're struggling with anything in life do not hesitate to reach out. Wether it be to your brother/sister, your parent(s), your friend, your coworker or a partner. Don't make the same mistake as I did. Speak out. -
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