LOVE AND REALITY.
chapter 51 part 7 (WAYO)
today.. when all my dreams come true, when he becomes my boyfriend, I have to be slapped by the reality of the truth.
what is this? do I deserve to have another challenge? am I destined to be out of love? how much pain do I have feel if he leaves me now? if he leaves, is it only for a year? or will he leave in years? will I be okay alone?
these questions kept wanting the answers I didn't even have in mind.
I walked closer. "I'm coming with you" I said.
"but I didn't book this trip for a night only"
"let the others stay!"
"are you sure about this?"
"yes. let's go home!"
he stayed silence before he agreed.
I went back inside and packed my stuffs quickly before P'Pha. it only took 2 minutes to wait for the boat and the rest of the boys remained silent when they realized what happened, especially two doctors who wanted to go back with us but P'Pha forced them to stay with their boyfriends by told them that he was okay.
he loved to say that nothing bad happened even though from his expression people could see the weight he carried on his shoulders.
he kept capturing me on boats and gave his smile all the times but I couldn't force myself to do the same. having all the thoughts led to many ideas that placed me with worries and fears inside.
I knew that he smiled cause he was afraid that I would be worry as well.
P'Pha saw the car, the same car I used when I was at home. we put our stuffs and then we stayed quiet during our way back home.
I reached for his hands when I looked at him, to let him know that I wouldn't leave even the worst thing would happen. he gently squeezed my hand and smiled at me.
"you know what?"
"I'd like you to know that I'd stay the same."
"I will always like you.. just like how I always did years ago" I said.
"you're saying things as if I don't love you for so many years as well" he replied.
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