This is me. This is my now. No filters, no sucking in. No back arching or bra lifting. This is something I’ve always wanted to do and start. So here I go. I am in recovery from being bulimic, binging and purging, anorexia, self harm in cutting and burning, I’ve been dealing with depression since I was 14 and severe anxiety disorder for most of my life. I’ve been in abusive relationships and taken mental hits. I’m a survivor from which I have attempted suicide multiple times. I’m almost 22 years old. I never thought I would see this day. But, I’m a fighter. I tell you all this as motivation to keep going. I want to use my stories to Change the stigma on mental health. Change the stigma on what is beautiful. I’ve had body dysmorphia since I was a child. I never thought I was gorgeous or skinny or “that girl”.
I’ve battled with that every day and I finally can say all of those things. I’m here to fight, for change because I don’t want anyone to feel how I felt. I do love myself. I see a lot I’m gonna improve over the next year. But this is my start. Xoxo Kay ❤️