I remember these days like it was yesterday, this was one of my hardest surgeries to come out of the pain unbearable. Begging and demanding more pain killers, nothing working to keep me comfortable. My eye mask and ear plugs were my best friends. They let me escape this room if not only for a little bit at a time in between needles and tests. God does not give us what we can not handle, he gives us what we can handle and what makes us a stronger / more caring/ more determined human. Everyday is a step closer to that end goal of happiness. #howtopasstime #nofilter #hospitallife #hospital #surgery #stronger #depression #determination #eyemask #earplugs #love #dui #peoplekillpeople #pain And to everyone that was with me at the hospital or thru my phone especially my mother who spent almost every night at the hospital with me! All these this got me thru these times! Through my screaming yelling crying I know I couldn't have done it without all my friends and family. So thank you everyone!!