comment "alright" letter by letter! - @ripfairy -
I never wanted for things to be this way, I promise you that. I’m sorry if you think I’m pushing you way too much now. I guess things have really changed and I think you noticed that too. I know you’ve noticed the way this love is reacting to us - to my mind and to you, my dear heart. He used to kiss you goodbye whenever you’re about to leave but now he doesn’t really take a good look of how your lips curve whenever you’re not feeling well. He used to cup your cheeks and kiss your forehead like he used to just because he wants to make you feel loved but it isn’t the same anymore. I know you noticed how much things changed but I can guarantee that you’re too weak now to be fighting for this love that did nothing but hurt you and leave you broken to pieces. What happened to that love? Is it gone? Is it dead? Are we both done? Who knows. Does it take another year to make everything back okay? Do you think there’s a remedy? Do you think there’s a chance for someone like me - for someone like us? If you think that way, then so be it. I’m sorry, my dear heart. I’m sorry if I couldn’t do anything but letting you down and making you believe that everything’s going to be alright.
and I’m sorry to disappoint you, but hoping is another thing to forget.