#overeatingdisorder

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one of those questions that kills me daily.. But I still keep fighting, I still keep fighting hard for what I want even those days that I want nothing.. Coz' I know that's not truth that I want nothing.. but... what's the point???
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#depression #lostgirl #anxiety #wannacry #wannadie #killme #hatemyself #no #why #whatsthepoint #depressed #anxious #lost #fat #ugly #overeatingdisorder #overthinking #suicidal #suicide #idontwanttogiveup #fightinghard #fighting #onmyown #alone #loneley #girl #death #cry #nolife #nohope

Belly Belly! I'm still learning to love my stomach. Yesterday I was bold and showed it off. I must say, I love the results. One of these days I'm going to feel 100% comfortable in my body. I bought belly shirts last year. Peirced it in March of this year. And a few months later I'm showing it off. Even if still tentatively. What progress! It helps to have a supportive partner who helps me and encourages me to accept all of myself. We are learning together. Reclaiming ownership of my body is taking teamwork. Since a teen I felt it wasnt mine. I'm changing that. If you're on a journey, I pray you have support. If not, now you do! Weight loss, weight gain, body dysmorphia, eating disorder... are all familiar to me. One thing at a time. And never alone. Neither are you.

Keep fighting 💕 .. there is always someone out there that he/she gives a shit about us.. they care .. yeah its true

#fighters #dontgiveup #depressed #anxious #notalone #someonecares #depression #suicide #lost #lostgirl #takecare #overthinkingkills #overeatingdisorder #anorexia #bulimia #love #donthate #peace #help #saveme #suicidal #bingeeating

I've been a binge eater for years... I never visited a doctor... I'm just fighting alone.. It's been 2months that I try to recover. I get healthier habbits.. I try to control my myself when the only thing I want to do is to eat until my stomach pain .. I keep my mind and my hands busy until I forget that I want to eat whatever there is in the frigde... but people judge at times, and makes me feel that there is no progress.. I feel worthless, fat and ugly.. but.... eating makes me feel relief for a while, I be happy until I realise what I did.. Im trying too much :( I think that someday that I'll destroy my hard work and I'll eat like there is no tomorrow.. .
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#worthless #hopeless #alone #fat #fatgirl #ugly #uglygirl #overeatingdisorder #bingeeater #food #depressed #depressedgirl #shit #anxious #unhappy #wannadie #wannacry #wannaeat #emptiness #killme #killmyself #suicidal

I had a phone call... They wanted me to hang out with them.. I tried to avoid it sayin that I'm not feeling okay, I said that my belly is paining... and she said that I forgot them.. I forgot my friends.. she also said that if I would love them I would at least try to hang out with them.. she made me cry.. I just said I'm sorry and I closed the phone.. and Im really sorry that I can't pretend all the time for them to make them happy.. unfortunately I have feelings too and these last days Im getting worse and worse.. But do they love me? do they do something for me?? they have noticed, I guess, that I'm being anxious on cafes etc, Im even struggling to order something or ask for the wifi password.. Damn, its better to leave me alone even if I'm screamin inside for help.. I prefer to hurt myself rather than to let others hurt me .. I remember those old times when we were little kids and we were playing anywhere and it hurts me how much things and situations changed

#suicidal #depressed #anxious #unwanted #hated #alone #help #helpme #friends #friendshurtme #tears #crying #numb #deadinside #badthoughts #sadthoughts #overthinkingkills #damn #fuckmylife #fakesmiles #alone #fuckedup #messedup #cry #worthless #useless #overeatingdisorder #thoughts #lost #lostgirl #friends

why do I hurt people?? how do I hurt them?? I love those people, why its that happening?? HOW THE HELL IS HAPPENING?? what's so wrong?? I always try my fucking best.. Its too hard coz Im depressed and when I'm around them I be a "happy" person just for them.. i do everything for them.. but at the end I always hurt them... It sucks.
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#depressed #lost #broken #suicidal #suicidalgirls #sad #unhappy #bad #deadinside #fakesmiles #unwanted #hurt #damn #fuck #depression #stressed #anxiety #overeatingdisorder #wannadienow #alone #worthless #useless #death #crying #canthandle #help #helpme

Made green chicken enchiladas with chicken 🤤 instead of eating like 4 only going g to eat two and going to take my sweet time 😉
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#portioncontrol #overeatingdisorder #selfcontrol #enchiladas #yum #itswhatsfordinner

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#為何深夜總是餓 Part2
Why do one get hungry late at night?
#lemonbar #dessert #overeatingdisorder

For decision dilemma diners like us. 🐟-🐓- 🐮 (3-in-1) at a go! Interesting concept. As if it wasn’t enough ordered, we top up additional sides (mushrooms , bean curd , potatoes etc). #overeat #overeatingdisorder #toofulltomove #🇨🇳Love

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