This is my best 9 of 2017.
2017 has been my best year to date!! It started off slow and stressful but once I learned what my superpower was I became truly unstoppable.
What’s my superpower? I AM ME. And no one can be me so why was I trying so hard to be someone else? I had finally found myself in 2017. The girl I should’ve always been.
2016... I honestly can’t remember much of that year. I’ve blacked out most of that year. I didn’t start to drag myself out of the hell 2016 was until the very end of that year. I had no idea where to begin but I just started. I finally made friends who knew just what I was going through. I didn’t feel alone anymore. I began to do things I always “thought” I couldn’t do and that was my starting point.
I was determined to make this, 2017, my best year to date.
And it was beyond anything I ever could’ve imagined.
I got a car.
I made new friends.
I found a new church home.
I laughed more.
I smiled more.
I loved ME more.
I stepped out of my comfort zone.
I learned who my true friends were.
I lost/gained some weight.
But I also learned that no matter what happens, good or bad; I control how I react to it. I just dust myself off and try again. Now I know...
I am stronger.
I am beautiful.
I am loved.
I am determined.
I am focused.
I am so worth it.
I lived through so much pain for so long. I was depressed, suicidal, angry, anxious, frustrated with life and because of all that I never thought I’d feel what I feel now.
I guess what I’m trying to say is that just because it’s a “new year” it doesn’t mean u have to weigh yourself down with the pressure to change right away. Today is truly just another day. 2018 will be whatever u WANT it to be. The biggest thing I learned is that U have to take action. It won’t just fall in your lap. And change doesn’t happen overnight.
Write them down.
Find someone to help u be accountable for them.
And know that these goals don’t have to be Fitness related.
BELIEVE in yourself and know that u hold the 🔑 to your happiness. U can accomplish EVERYTHING u want this year!!
This👏🏽 is👏🏽 your👏🏽 year👏🏽! Ready or not!!