My relationship with India could be a story for one of their movies with crazy scenario, dances, cows and weddings.
Though it's been just few years but it feels as a lifetime. Beautiful, beautiful life full of love and hate, excitement and disappointment, bliss and doubts, endless happiness and despair. Pure life how it suppose to be - where nothing is permanent. That what India suppose to do with you - liberate you from attachments, and that what it did with me...and became my biggest attachment. Mother, mystic country, place of freedom and magical sunrises I love you with all my heart but I need to let you go. I have my own path now and I'm sure our ways will cross many times yet but for now I'm on my own.
As Swamiji was looking in my eyes after I became a sannyas 2 years ago, saying: "Ananda, how beautiful it is - now you know that Existence care for you." I just smiled to him but years passed and I just starting to realize it. Nothing is accidental. I know that If it were my need to be in Himalayas, I'd have been in the Himalayas. I'd never leave and who know where would life led me. I've got so many lessons from you. I need some time to do my homework now, learning how to be a witness to this restless world. Watch it. Learn how not to be affected by it. Learn to remain unaffected, untouched by it - like a lotus leaf in the water. 🌺 "And then you'll be grateful, because it is only by being watchful one day, suddenly you see the marketplace disappearing far away, becoming an echo. This is real growth." OSHO
It's always exciting to step in the new road. But there is a place in my heart ❤️🇮🇳 which no country will never take.
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