5 is my favorite number. In school it means "Failed" . To me it meant freedom. I never really like going to school. I was a consistent honor student in elementary so people around me assume that I like it. I remember the first time I failed math in first year highschool, it gave me an unexpected feeling of relief. For the first time I don't have to live up to the expectation of people around me. Heck I don't even have to go to school if I don't want to. I realize that I was only going to school because I won't be an honor student if I don't. Having 1 failed subject will not allow me to be an honor student in highschool anymore. I don't need to perform for other people on something that I don't like. I can just concentrate on things that really excites me, which is art. I got really good at making school projects and didn't even bother to learn math. I actually only learned math because I got in to web-design through flash, and back then I want to be like @praystation , and that's the first time that I really try to learn geometry and physics. In college my physics teacher asked me "How are you able to cross the road when you are so bad in math?". In my head I was like "I have better things than math, I have good instincts :)... and you know who has bigger probability of getting run over by a car? ... people who solves math problem while crossing thw road :)" No teacher has ever motivated me to learn math, but @praystation work of art surely did :) I thank god that I got a 5 on that math subject :) I could have been a doctor right now, still trying to live up to other people's expectation :) Art for me is living the life that I want to be. Some people would say that they don't understand what i want to do anymore because I keep on jumping from one thing to another, as if I'm here to be understood or to just play by their idea of me. Who knows what this account will show in the future, one thing that is for sure is it's going to be something that makes me happy.