🌿 pretty sure she's knocking on the door...
I've been crampy, moody, sore and in a little bit of denial until I started noticing the brownish discharge today. Cycle 1 was never going to be 'the one' but dammit I was keeping as positive as I could.
I'm not sad, I'm a little numb to the disappointment of no BFP from years of this TTC un-merry-go-round. Z was a miracle in amongst a storm of disappointment. So, I pull on my nanna knickers, pop a few Nurofen, crack open the box of Favourites bought in prep for her arrival and I'll stare into space for a while.
Tomorrow is my official AF due date so on the plus side my cycle seems to be regulating which in itself is a bloody miracle (*pun intended)
I'll call the nurses tomorrow once AF settles in and I can be sure she has...yes, I will do a POAS to be 100% sure but I am fairly confident it'll be a BFN. No biggy right? On to the next round of pills, achey pains & moodswings.
》》 ROUND 2 - FIGHT! 《《.
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