So i love this girl, right. Back when I met you You were my wish come true and I was the antidote for the broken heart you were suffering from. We spent so much time together and we had a blast. You know I love you cause I tell you every single day, not only to say it, but 'cause I mean it. Then it felt like you loved me too.
So I love this girl, right. Shit got in the way of us and now we can't see eathother the way we really want to. It's like we're in a long distance relationship but we still live in the same damn town. We talk daily, or well, I try to talk but it's getting harder to get answers from you. When you have the time you much rather want to spend it liking stuff on IG, and it's killing me.. it's killing us.
So I love this girl, right. I don't think you are aware of what you're doing to me. You say you love me too, that you care, that you always will be here, yet you go and post shit like "sexy beast!" or "waow, so fine!" on other guys' pics. And it's not like only the famous ones, but guys from this fucking town aswell. Why would you post that when you know we can't see eachother? I got a low self-esteem as it is! You are the kindest person I've met, but sometimes it feels like you are doing it just to piss me off. It's really fucking crushing me!
So I love this girl, right. I know you are in your prime. If you wanted to, you could run off and fuck a dozen guys and it's not a damn thing I could do to stop you. Just know, that everything like this that you do, another part of us dies. I'm not ready to give up on us because I am still clinging on to the feeling I have when I'm with you, when I have you in my arms, when it feels like we could do anything together. You are my hopes and my dreams, but also my headache and my axiety.
I really love this girl, but I wonder.. does she really love me too?🥀
Does she? What do you think?