When I was quite young,
I used to throw tests because I felt negative energy from classmates who struggled in school.
I used to disparage myself as a young adult and hide my intelligence by being class clown.
I was deathly afraid of appearing "conceited" because I had two loving, successful, attractive parents.
I hid my talent behind a veneer of "I'm sorry"
I let people say negative things about my body even though it came from a place of envy. And in the end, I wonder why I went to these lengths,
Because there is not a thing anyone - not even yourself- can do, to absolve you of the things that make you special. #loiloidc #omorfi #bellisima #bebeautiful #love #mantra #different #special