Took F. Scott Fitzgerald to evoke this little book I wrote here. And, it took me nine months, about, to figure out this is a Truth. And it saved me to this point. I must do the rest on my own.
But this great quote. This Truth! Had I not realized this in time, unable to trust myself and so no possible way to trust others, or want to befriend anyone else the same way ever again because of trust.
Then I would be instead drunk off of some deep bottomless pitiful well, set aside for the likes of Scrooge and jolly ol' asshole England King Longshanks from Braveheart, basking in the afterglows of misery, torment, suffering and penance.
Self medicating to numb these effects as i plunge deep into that well 😢
Wellll, Fuck that shit. #fuckthatshiteternally <3
All I had to do was remember a song
John Lennon sang that I heard at 9 yrs old. And believe it, like i always have, and like I always will. Not always pure or right, a lot of times twisted up, or complicated.
But to do anything else, right or wrong, its not me. And ive lied to myself and others enough that im not about to live one second more to continue that road. So... #itseasy <3
And now to continue
#1luv #teampayitfoward #hashtagsbish ;p