I don't have time for make up. I havent brushed my hair in I'm not sure how many days. My back is killing me. I'm beyond exhausted. I'm never alone, my alone time is shower time & even then she accompanies me from time to time. My breasts are no longer mine. & The pain is quite unbearable at times. I forget to eat because there's so much to be done. I often forget to take care of myself on top of everything else.
I'm making this post because I've noticed a lot of mom's make this look so easy, I told my mum " I don't know how they do it, they balance everything so easily" truth is they don't. None of us do. Shit some may even break down from time to time, I know I sure have. I refuse to make this experience look easy, I refuse to sugar coat anything. I want my daughter to know the struggles I & her father went through because of how much we love her. That there isn't a damn thing we wouldn't endure just to make sure she is taken care of. Sorry for the long rant lol. #notsorry #motherhood #asrealasitgets @selah_68