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Not too proud of this doodle, but it’s something i’ve worked on for a while...(ー ー;) Can’t wait to redraw this later in the future ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~
#art #myart #oc #myoc #furry #doodle #drawing #digitaldrawing #random #notproud #ventdrawing #vent

When you accidentally take a picture of yourself while trying to lower the volume on your phone . . . But you like it . . .
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#selfie #rare #notproud #accident #accidentalphotography #photography #sky #summer #blue #vest #headphones #glasses #nerd

This is really embarrassing to post but whatever. This was me in May of 2017 when I was at the peak of my depression and anxiety and shit. I would wake up and get high as fuck to run away from my problems. I would drink every chance I could and fuck whoever I could and really didn’t care if I was safe or not. I would sneak out and meet random people and not care if I would come home. I would take drugs from strangers and this is when I was on Molly every weekend (or try to be) and wanted to do cocaine. I would yell at my mom and tell her I wish she would have aborted me. I would cut myself and by that point I had attempted suicide at least 2-3 times, and I would live every time and it would drive me to a deeper depression and come up with worse ways of doing it so I wouldn’t wake up. I was a fucking mess all around and it was clear to everyone but me. And this isn’t a pity Kelsi thing. This is me saying I have fucked up, I made bad choices, I lost good friends and became friends with people who only made me worse. This is me the Kelsi of 2018 who doesn’t drink that much because I can have fun sober, I haven’t smoked weed or done drugs in 5 months. And I am on my road to recovery. Im not saying it has been easy but I’m saying that it is possible. And I still have bad days but you just have to pull yourself out and seek help if that’s what you need.
If anyone ever needs help or a shoulder to cry on I am here for you as I wish someone was there for me❤️❤️ #notproud #changed

I never really new what my values were. I was raised to respect and treat people how I want to be treated and, if someone hit you once, hit them back twice but make sure they throw the first punch. Not sure how sound the latter piece of advice was but I may have used it a couple of times ✊#notproud


Values are the things you live by, they are your non-negotiables, your foundation and intentions behind the life you lead. It’s your “mission” statement or at least that’s where your mission statement comes from. ✨



My values were recently checked HARD. I actually didn’t consider a lot that I stood for to be considered as “values” until I realized how far I had come from them. Once I had realigned myself I felt my foundation get stronger - WHOA 💥 I thought! Could those little things I had been doing for so long and stopped doing have the power to affect me this much? Yes ma’am/ sir they did. 💫



I compel you to take a moment and write out 5 values that are non-negotiable. 5 things that you lead life by and help ground you everyday ✨ •


Here are mine:
1. Lead with love
2. Live to give
3. You are above no one
4. Love me and believe in me
5. Respect all things with a pulse
6. Play 😉

Because it was 36° Celsius yesterday, and I tried my best to look normal.

I love wearing Saree but find it the most uncomfortable attire ever. Can't even drape a Saree on my own #notproud

Look at my awkward postures captured by @parthorifat , he decided to leave his camera and capture these with my phone 📱. Mommy's Saree #notsorry.
Saree : @satyapaulindia
Bag : @aldo_shoes
Shoes: @batabangladesh .
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#pink #pinkwatermelon #pinkhues #summer #bestiesreception #amalialbarireception #floralblouse #curls #beachcurls #browngirl #awkwardbrowngirl #sareegirl #mommyssaree #momscloset #colourful #bangladeshi #weirdhair #ready #pink

I was watching people play yandere simulator so here's this lel



Not very proud but...it's all I have rn



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#yandere #yanderefurry #furry #furryart #furrydrawing #furrydoodles #notproud #artblock

Aujourd’hui WOD bien difficile pour ma part ...
Un heavy day avec du squat snatch. Apparemment ce n’est pas mon mouvement de prédilection, j’ai un bloquage à 25kgs... du coup j’ai dû faire un power clean et finir en over head squat #notproud
Mais on lache pas, on s’entraîne et ça passera bien a un moment.
#crossfiteuse #crossfitlifestyle #crossfitmom #crossfitters #crossfitfrance #crossfitgirl #frenchcrossfitgirl #frenchcrossfitter #crossfitaddict #sportaddict #sportlifestyle #sportmotivation

Questi non sono i capelli di una persona che si sveglia bene.
#longhairman #ugly #mirrorselfie #notproud #ugly

Oh look im.psoting twice in a day!
Aaaaaa
So this was a commission for my pal strade
Bodies didnt wanna work for me
But i tried :'D

#Digital_Art #digital #notproud #itried #backroundsaremydeath #cute #ship #bigoldemon #smolhuman #shipart #ships

Not too many people have mugshots.... #notproud #haha

Here's a shitty fox drawing I made. I was happy with it at first, but now I'm just kinda eh about it. Might try and make a better one tomorrow #fox #drawing #drawn #orange #animal #sketch #notproud #igart #instaart #art

On a scale of 1 to 10.... this is how stressed out I was today. 😭 eating almost an entire cake over the kitchen sink is not one of my proudest moments 😩 but it’s okay. Tomorrow is a new day, God willing. #stresseater #notproud #resetbutton

How to ruin a steak? Like this! #bin #steak #dinner #homecooking #notproud #neveragain #iapologize

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