there are some people that I will always, always love until my last breathe.
and just because we no longer speak that doesn't deminish the love that I have for them.
I've always thought i kind of envied people that can cut people off and not give them a second thought.
I've always thought that I envied people that can cut people off and act as though those people never existed in the first place.
Part of me used to wish I could be like that.
but when I think about it a little deeper, I realize that being able to do that is nothing to be envious over. it's is not a gift to be able to do that.
it's cold, and heartless.
imagine the hurt those people must carry in their hearts everyday.
Imagine the bitterness that must consume their souls.
and in this way, I am grateful that I am not that kind of person.
I feel too much.
I have empathy for people and situations that are not always deserving.
but I am not cold.
to be cold and bitter are two charactertics that fortunately I do not possess.
instead of envying ones ability to ice people and act like they never existed isn't something to be proud of.
it's something that robs you of being able to cultivate genuine relationships and it cripples you emotionally.
it's a sad, sad thing.
all I can hope for those people is that they find peace.
but not only peace but I hope those people can find enough courage to look themselves in the mirror and love what they see looking back at them.
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