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so a little into the movie i was fine. keep in mind this was the Incredibles 2 so it's lit-er-a-lly a 2 hour movie. i started mindlessly eating, as people often do while watching the screen. and after a good amount of time passed i started to feel bad, like i was eating too much, which i was. i'd already exceeded my calorie intake at 447 cals by that point. adding the snacks now i could've gone up to 700-900 by now, who knew?? so i pulled my boyfriend aside and said i needed a walk. we walked around to where the bathrooms were and i told him i had to pee, but you can put together what really happened. i got a lot of it outta me, more than usual from what i purged before. i was in there a long time, and apparently people could hear it from outside... that made me kinda uncomfortable.. i mean it's hard to throw up a meal quietly ya know? but he knew and he didn't say anything but i know he was disappointed in me, or concerned. one or the other. i feel bad for it, cuz i love him but i'm making him feel badly because of this. it just makes me feel like a selfish, disgusting person. but yeah that was my day... total calorie intake: i don't fuckin know but too much.
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