If you're working towards a goal in any aspect of life, I hope you are proud. Reflect on where you began and where you are now and realize all of the little things you have done to get you where you are. If you're not quite there yet, keep going. Don't rush it. Determine the changes you might need and the different routes you may need to take to get you there. .
If you haven't caught on yet already I'm most definitely someone who feels everything extremely and overwhelmingly deep. When I love I love hard, when I am happy I'm uncontrollably happy, when I'm hurt it cuts pretty deep. This can be a blessing and a curse. But right now? I'm proud- extremely proud - and I say this in the most humble manner. I'm so proud of myself it has been carrying on into every aspect of my life. I'm proud of my mental being. I start prep in a few weeks and have hit my macros and meals to the gram up until this week. I had a few untracked meals and really made some amazing memories with the people that mean the most to me. I gave my mind a break and for the very first time I didn't beat myself up about it. I'm proud of myself on a physical aspect. These past few weeks my workouts have been tough and I gave it everything I had. When I felt I couldn't do another set, I pushed for more. I'm uncomfortable with any longer being a mediocre version of myself and I'm striving to be the best I can be. Most of all I am proud of myself emotionally. I have been teaching myself to see the light in every person I come across so often that I feel uncomfortable hearing negativity about people and want nothing more than to give love to those around me. ❤️🌟