Can I confess something..
I'm nervous and tired and scared of alot of things.
Just like you and i really don't know how to deal with this anxiety
Because if you look at my life from distance it seems like very much sorted and everything Happy..
And oh God that's true I've never been this happier..
But then what's the thing that's bothering me so much? So much so that i end up in tears..
My anxieties have tied me up around such pillar of feelings that always tells me that i can't do this or I'll end up disappointing people people i love the most..
But then there's this voice constantly telling me things..
Like you've done pretty much amazing things and this nowness of fear of losing has always played a major role in turning situation in my favor..
So i won't give in to this stupid voice in head constantly questioning
'you think you can do this?'
I know what I've to say
'yes my love, I always do'