Part two; ✍🏻
Loving you was the best choice ever made by me and even if I had the gift of being able to go back in time and change what I did, I would not do it, I would not change anything at all. Every part of my life, which includes you, has become good. The moments in which I lived, by his side and far away, were wonderful.
You would not believe me if I said that without you there is no beautiful day, easy smile, full happiness, but it does not really exist. Believe me, girl.
You became, abruptly, everything I even knew I wanted and needed. You have only been able to bring peace to my days and even if there are moments of pain caused by your absence, I feel - and am - the most grateful and happy person to have you present in my life. I feel too blessed, just to have the gift of feeling the most beautiful feeling; destined for you. I feel grateful, in every way, to God for bringing you to me. Because I made you the love I did not even think of in my best daydreams. The love I always needed, deep down in the most vulnerable and complex, and I did not know until then.
Today, if I could really change any of my choices, I would change which made me less than your presence, when I deprived myself of certain actions and did not have you close to me. Only that, the only actions that would change, would be the ones that took you further from me; even if it was closer than normal.
And if, I could somehow be more beautiful than the existing ones, thank God for having you. Thank you. For everything, for blessing me in such a way and giving me happiness in the most divine way, in which I would not imagine feeling someday. For you, I would thank you for the most part. For your life, your way, your charm, your ability to take me to you every day, more and more.
It is! I am grateful, for everything, for all the choices I made and every time God, from above, placed you even more deeply within me.
Thanks God. Thank you so much for her! 🙏🏻😇💘
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