SUN. AUG 20
It's never gonna happen
Everywhere you look, everywhere you turn, every movie you watch, every person you meet, is most likely going to reinforce 1 main theme: Seek Comfort & Stability.
And if you don't have either of those, you're a total failure at life and basically should give up.
This is some toxic-ass-shit.
You know we're on a rock hurling through space right?
There's 0 ways for you to have total comfort and stability, it's just not possible.
Ask anyone whose gotten married, had kids, had a stable job - only to loose that job, loose a child or get divorced. (Even my dads experienced all of it, before turning 40!).
This shouldn't be as much scary as comforting in its own right. Figuring out how to manage change is your only ticket to this "comfort and stability..."
Lean in, explore it, cry if you have too.
But if you're holding onto a bad situation right now in hopes it'll get better and create some form of life long emotional stability for you, you're not only gonna be disappointed but you're actually wasting your life away and arresting your own development massively.