Late night thoughts #1
This past week till now has been a shitty fuckn time for me. But the real reasons is not so much of what happened physically but in my head I've been raging a war against myself that I know I should've won by now! Months ago I couldn't understand why my friends lifts with so much anger and rage. Ask me about it now and I give mad props to him and all he has done and shown me. The mentality that he has and has developed over time has been my direct thoughts over the summer. That "me vs the world" & "fuck you" mentality is only something that can be understood when trying to be the best in the world at something.
Now I'm a weak motherfucker when it comes to powerlifting. I do not stack up against those around me and even those in other weight classes below me... thats a huge fuckn pill to swallow and for some of you that compete in this sport you'll probably laugh but I'll tell you one thing. Come back to my page in a couple years and let's see what you'll say then. #louiesimmons has taught me two things. One- keep your friend group small those who you keep around dictate your success. Two- don't be a pussy and put your belt on and fuckn grind! I want to be the strongest fucker in the world. Just sit back and watch cause it's gonna be a long one.
505lbs for a PR