For years on years i prayed for a peace of mind, for peace to engulf my life, my very being, my actions, my desires and for the most part once I received peace it began manifesting in so many areas of my life. I struggled with anxiety because I allowed it in most areas but not all. ..…...........Inside I wanted revenge and did not even realize it. I didn't want the revenge that was the norm, "Karma, seeing you hurt because you hurt me,"but the type of revenge that took an ounce too much of my energy that certainly individuals did not deserve. Yep I prayed for those who wronged me, would literally give them the dress off my back if needed but if I saw you fall on your face, I felt satisfaction, again, giving you energy you clearly did not deserve. 💞
Looking back at the peace that surrounds me today in all that's going on around me, I'm thankful! I'm thankful because when I was yielded and ready, peace came and resides. Does that mean I don't get upset, nah, I do .....and will curse you out w/o a second thought, yet know, you ain't disturbing nothing in my life! I lay down in peace, I cry in peace, I smile in peace.
.... ⌚I know what I've sown into others so my harvest is well on the way! 🙌 The peace I have only comes from The Most High with CERTAINTY that he is in control! That this very place I'm at is going to help someone else. That my faith fails not, that he that started a good work in me will complete it. That I will tell my story, receive ALL THE MOST HIGH HAVE and keep moving forward, smiling pretty...
🎀 I'm excited about my future because my future is excited about me!
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