It's not supposed to be easy, I mean, do you have any idea how hard your heart pumps just to keep you alive? Or how hard your body works just to keep everything in tact? No, of course not, because you ignore the signs, the feelings and live your life thinking that's okay, that you'll eventually get another chance. But life doesn't work that way, you've got to listen to yourself, trust and do things for yourself. And like your body, you should be fighting for the things that give you life, the things you love.
Everything starts the moment you begin and paradise will always reveal itself to those who fight the good fight a little harder, remember that.