Sleepy sleepy. I made some cookies. I had to ask my mum today if she was annoyed that I still live with her. I got thinking the other day about normal people and moving out from parents and I feel like I'm holding mum back from enjoying her life. She said she can't even imagine what she'd be doing if I wasn't here, tho she said she'd probably be doing the same things as now and assured me to not even think of that again. It wasn't in a, I want to kill myself way, more of just me thinking how different life could be from tiny little differences. I don't even remember fully what made me think of this days ago but I had to ask as it was building up in my and working me up a lot.