No-Poo Venture: Day Eight; Detox// Today my hair was kind of eh. I'm excited to wash it again in a few days because I think the lack of Essential Oil will make a huge difference.// I took the 5 Love Languages test again (with some prompting 😉) the other night. I never really wanted to admit what it truly was before so I never answered honestly... It is funny how we do that, we decide something is wrong or bad when in reality there is just more than one way to be. And it really is that simple. So, I took it a second time because I wasn't completely honest the first time (hey, I'm working on it). I was not surprised at the true results today, but I was surprised at how ashamed I was of sharing them.// Some people think I am mellow/chill, but other people think I am extremely high strung. I have my moments each way so I understand the assessment on both sides. Receiving gifts and quality time/words of affirmation. Wait, what? Me? Receiving gifts? What? No! I am super awkward when people give me gifts because I actually feel important. I hate saying thank you because I might cry. I long for it, but hate the day it happens because I feel satisfied which makes me feel guilty. Oh, wait... Now, hold on... Yeah. Yeap. That might make sense. 🙈 Oh, geez!// Listen, when I say "gifts" I don't mean just fill a bag with random crap. It could be the teensiest tiniest little box in the world and I would feel so loved just because it made you think of me.:: Last thing. You might wonder why I have to put this on social media. And I will tell you the honest to goodness truth: I have not a blasted idea. I feel like it's what I should do so I am. I'm not one of those people (anymore) who feels the need to gives the world my every thought, but for some reason this stuff is going out. But just so it is clear: I do not expect, nor do I want everyone trying to "love" me. I think I just had to be able to say it without feeling completely ashamed. So it's not for attention. Please don't take it that way. . . .
Aaaand I just realized what my No-Poo Venture really is. Whoa.