The last days I was thinking about my wishes and dreams I had some years ago. One year ago I was a hardcore musical theatre geek. The main reason I started to take voice and piano lessons was because I wanted to become a musical theatre actress. I was working for that dream since I was 13y/o. And then over half a year ago: Puff. Suddenly it's not what I want anymore. I can count down several reasons why, but I don't want this to get too long. So all this was for nothing? All these workshops I did, all the schools I visited, the competition I took part in, the countless DVDs of musical movies I collected over the years, all the music I listened to, all the songs I learned? Of course it wasn't for nothing: I still like musical movies, I got a lot of experiences that still help me, I still like musical theatre soundtracks. But now I know there are so many more genres to explore. I've been listening to musical theatre soundtracks non stop without realizing that I would love punk, indie or rock music as well. I realized how much I am into art. I realized that I like all these crazy theatre sub genres more than just musical theatre. At the moment I want to become an actress. A theatre actress, not a musical theatre actress. But who knows. Maybe I will become an artist. Or a photographer. Or a professional Netflixer. Or an astronaut. Yeah. Actually astronaut sounds good.
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