As I wind down my night and ponder all the things @msrachelhollis said during the show I watched, I’m asking myself this question. What I accomplish is completely up to me. It isn’t anyone else’s responsibility to help me or to motivate me. It’s up to me. I have so many thoughts running through my brain.
I am willing to put the effort in. What am I holding back on? I have the support I need from my family. I have the talent I need from my God. I have the strength to push through that I need from my past experiences. What is it that keeps me from announcing what my dreams are? Is it that I care too much what others think? I’ve always thought that I didn’t but I’m wondering if that is it.
I want more. I’ve been trained my whole life to be happy with what I have. I even feel uncomfortable writing that I might not agree with that. It’s like an invisible force that says “Sssshhh, don’t trash that statement, you’ll ruffle some feathers.” Why is that? What happiness is there in just existing? I want more.
So here goes - my dream is to have more of - ALL of it. That will require money, superior health, love within my family and strength to trust God. I am living my best life NOW and I am expecting to grow in that. #ilovemylife❤️ but I am #continuallybecoming a better #versionofme because it’s the result of #personalgrowth.
I hope to inspire you while I walk this out.