This face says it all. It all started yesterday after work I was just physically drained, I ate and knocked out for 2 hours. To get up, pick up little one from TKD and head back home for a Team Call. During the call I had a major headache. But team call was completed and 3 hrs of sleep before my alarm rings again😲.
Alarm goes off at 2am and I just got up and said NO Fu€ki*g Way😳😨😵😠! I was cursing up a storm, but I got up and had my pre workout mea🍳l. During eating I just started to cry at the table. I am physically, emotionally and mentally DRAINED 😣😢😞. -
This first week has been challenging myself to the 10x, I am questioning myself on why am I doing this? Why am I doing this to myself to feel this way? Well, I can handle my work load before but something about this particular program is digging deep into my soul and it hurts. I have never been in so much pain, drained, having headaches like this but I know why!
80day Obsession is just crazy insane different program, it is putting my body into a whole new "Holy Moly Crap" routine. Between the eating schedule and workouts its killing my mind, body and soul to prepare myself to bigger and better things and being🙎. -
I can say I was not ready for the mental breakdown but I am glad I going through it and knowing I am not alone through this journey. I know why I am going through it and why I haven't given up. If I give up, I not only giving up on myself, but my team and challengers. I fought to hard for a month and half through an injury to get back on my feet to embark on this journey with my #teamfaithgroup #teamfaithsisters and I will not LET myself down or my TEAM! This journey is not just being apart of the team and coach test group, this is for ME and how far I can go and endure to building myself up to a better person, coworker, mother, daughter, and wife each day. -
So never be afraid to show and express who you are and what your going through because you are not ALONE! Stand proud and embrace every tear, sweat and laugh❤
#strong #momof4 #fitmom #emtionally #willpower #strength #coachinglife #struggles #80dayobsession #day4 #AAA #autumncalanbrese #carldaikeler #powerfulwoman #neverquit