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@missrubiejay looking like an absolute princess in her gorgeous new dress! #prettydresscompany #missrubiejay #blackandred #ritasueclothing

Happiest little pinup in the whole world right now. Last night was AMAZING and was so lucky to see @escapethefate play live aaaand got a selfie with these guys 😍 thanks guys make you sure to come back to New Zealand real soon!! Steak in ya face!!!πŸ˜‚ @kthrash @craigmabbitt @robertetf @tjbelletf #missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #vintage #retro #rockabilly #concert #etfarmy #escapethefate #ETF #meetandgreet

Hella excited to get through this week so the Mr. And I get to go away back up to Kerikeri 😍 can't wait to get outta auckland! #missrubiejay #doll #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #kerikeri #upnorth #holiday #newzealand #holiday #blackandwhite

Pardon the derp face but I couldn't contain my excitement over this princess of a dress by @theprettydress 😍😍 as always thank you to @ritasueclothing! My favourite ladies ❀❀ #missrubiejay #love #pinup #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #theprettydresscompany #amazing #beauty #love #ritasue

When you get a visit from these two beautiful sisters and get a gorgeous sit for a photo! @tibetanmastiffsisters #missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #petshoplife #tibetanmastiff #dog #bigpuppys

Fun in the sun with @missrubiejay! She's wearing one of our new Sar-Cie designs in a delicious retro car print! πŸš— πŸš— πŸš—
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#ritasueclothing #missrubiejay #Sar-Cie #madeinnz #nzmadefashion #vintageinspired #vintagecars #polkadotsunglasses #summerdress #cottondress #carprint #pinupinspiration

It's always a good day when you win best dressed! And thanks to Renegade Rods for a great day out!#missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #vintage #retro #competition #bestdressed #winner #parkedupoutwest

So I started my first tropical tank about 2 weeks ago and so far have 3 balloon mollies and a brown bristlenose catfish. To mine and the misters surprise this afternoon...the mollies magically made some babies appear! I'm so excited! #missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #fish #fishmum #fishtank #tropical #balloonmolly #molly #livebearer #babies #cute #video

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Happy 27th to me! Today my anxiety isn't going to ruin my birthday and I will have a happy freakin day. #missrubiejay #pinup #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #birthday #27 #oldhollywood #old #mentalhealth #anxiety #depression

Today is a better day. I finally got some decent sleep. I had a cup of tea and went to my mums for a bit. She played with Cleo while I went and did some shopping and picked up the last of my stuff. Cleo and I headed home where I managed to tidy up somewhat before I started to feel overwhelmed again so I stopped.

I'm now just cuddled up on the couch doing a paint by numbers. I haven't done one in years and it's just good focus to keep my anxious mind somewhat settled.

Still very exhausted and not able to eat a whole lot.

It's the little things.

#missrubiejay #pinup #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #mentalhealth #sickness #anxiety #depression #help #painting #paint #paintbynumbers #time#relax #selflove #selfcare

Ended up in such a state last night to the point of exhaustion.

Went to work, threw up and then proceeded to wait for my boss to arrive so I could go home.

Ended up at the doctors and I'm off for a week to try help myself out and take a break from everything.
So currently I'm at my mums curled up watching lame tv and just blanking out. I'm still very exhausted and nervy but I'm hoping my tears have stopped. I managed a small sandwich (first proper food since Saturday) And kept down a cup of tea.

My partner has been amazing, he's doing all he can for me and I know it's hard for him to have to see me in such a state. I love him so much and can't thank him enough for all he does.

Mental health is important, I neglected warning signs and now I've burnt myself out and need to build myself back up again.

#missrubiejay #pinup #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #mentalhealth #sickness #anxiety #depression #help #sickness #sickandtired #weekoff #selfhelp

Well shit.

My anxiety and depression really came out this weekend moving house. I have so much anxiety I can't eat without feeling sick, I just don't want to do anything and my partners done the majority of our moving as I just haven't coped. Plus being so exhausted from work hasn't helped.
My partner is doing great though, he just hugs me and tells me it's gonna be okay.
And I'm sick of crying at every little thing.

#goddammint #anxiety #depression #missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #imnotokay #sick #tired #severe #mentalhealth #sickness

Sorry for being so quiet guys! Cleo and I are moving house this weekend! I been super anxious and stressed so not really feeling like myself at the moment which sucks. I'm in dire need of a break and a change. 😣 but the anxiety is getting in the way..ugh.

Hoping with my new place I can start painting and drawing again to help relieve it. #missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #moving #change #mentalhealth #anxiety #cleo #tabby #cat

Gave my mum the best birthday today and just finished it off with cake! 😁 it's also my uncles birthday too so it was a two tone double layered chocolate and vanilla cake! Omnomnom #missrubiejay #cake #cakedecorating #newbie #birthday #celebration #icing #delicious #foodporn #love #mum #uncle #family

Two happy faces here! I ADORE rottweilers and this happy little princess came to visit today! #missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #rottweiler #puppy #work #petshoplife

When you get a visit from these two beautiful sisters and get a gorgeous sit for a photo! @tibetanmastiffsisters #missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #petshoplife #tibetanmastiff #dog #bigpuppys

So I started my first tropical tank about 2 weeks ago and so far have 3 balloon mollies and a brown bristlenose catfish. To mine and the misters surprise this afternoon...the mollies magically made some babies appear! I'm so excited! #missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #fish #fishmum #fishtank #tropical #balloonmolly #molly #livebearer #babies #cute #video

The waitangi treaty grounds were just beautiful and the weather stayed sunny for us! #missrubiejay #doll #dork #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #exploring #newzealand #waitangi #topofthehill #kerikeri #upnorth #holiday

I always find cats wherever I go haha xx spending the weekend with this crazy pair πŸ˜‚ #missrubiejay #catsofinstagram #tabby #ginger #scout #nala #kitty #meow

Hella excited to get through this week so the Mr. And I get to go away back up to Kerikeri 😍 can't wait to get outta auckland! #missrubiejay #doll #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #kerikeri #upnorth #holiday #newzealand #holiday #blackandwhite

Brought this at Eb games today for myself and the Mr. ❀ who wants to play? 😁 #missrubiejay #pinup #pinupsnz #pinupgirl #pinup #monopoly #pokemon #kanto #boardgame #gamer #nerd

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