Over the weekend, Mother Nature paid me a week early visit and it made me look at the date. December 2nd. Our sweet baby Beau, you would have been either already here or in the next coming days. It’s like my body decided to screw with me, once more by giving me a reason to check the date and see that it was your due date. I’ve never had a more traumatic and real experience as my growth and loss with you baby boy; to feel you growing and kicking inside me to the next second, fighting for your life as my body failed us both was one of the biggest life altering moments that I will never feel comfortable with. I’m sorry that I didn’t know sooner how little time we would have together and I am missing a piece of my heart everyday. Those 14 weeks we shared will always be a blessing to me and has taught me so many lessons. Xo.
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