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My feed is filled with friends miserable with #allergyseason in full force. 馃槬馃ぇI was once one of those people. I get it. I know how miserable it is, except my #allergies lasted year-round. I would wake up each day sneezing my head off. 馃槱No joke I sneezed 40+ times a day, all year long. I also had itchy eyes and a horribly scratchy throat and this would last for the first 3/4 of EVERY SINGLE DAY. It was bad. Then I discovered my tasty little pink drink and some super incredible anti-fungal probiotics and I learned that allergies are actually a yeast overgrowth issue in our guts. 馃槷Can you say #guthealth 馃 Now I have ZERO itchy, watery anything! And for the first time in my life I don't feel like I live in a fog and I have a clear head! Sooooo thankful for these supplements!!! 鉂わ笍

Life of the party. Clearly. 馃槀馃え #Ivie #miserable #thatpout

Got to the gym today. Really struggling. Being inactive for months has really taken its toll. My body hurts, and I feel like a mess. But I have to tell myself what I tell my clients when they are feeling defeated- you can't fall off the floor. School's over, internship is over, and Thursday I'm graduating with my masters. It's all up from here. Looking forward to a summer of working on me. #msw #selfcare #metime #fighter #workout #lift #shoulder #cardio #emptygym #improve #gettingbacktome #getinshape #goals #nolimits #noexcuses #miserable #youbetterworkbitch #memorialdayweekend #workout #evolve #build #fatloss #myweightlossjourney #documentingmyjourney #followme #gym #fatloss 鉁煓岎煆烩湪

sometimes i hate how i use the h word(s) in this sentence almost as easily as it took to suddenly forgetting gratefulness this very second. i hate that with the ninth letter of the alphabet i始ve made myself a specimen of your study. now after you learn, you始ll research a bit, and then produce a paper on me and get yourself a no-i始m-not-a-judgmental-person degree. i hate how these words eat up so much space and still demand for more. i hate that i have to restrict them within their boundaries because i don始t know how to say much in little. i始ve never known. and yet i始m called quiet like it始s a bad thing. like it始s senseless to prefer outside silence over the inside chaos only i know of. i don始t like how sadness is beautiful. poetic even. and i find it miserable that i can始t write pain poems without sounding desperate myself. i don始t think it始s nice of me to see people labeled heart broken and take it upon myself to make them happy. because happiness doesn始t stay. i don始t like how i handle my body. or my family. i hate how i think it始s 'cognitive dissonance' over hypocrisy. i始m sick of giving fancy names when it comes to my mental health. i don始t like how i始m screaming in lowercase. i hate more that you始re listening. is that person you pictured me to be disappearing? it should. i始ll come over and help you erase her if you want. there始s a reason you始re reading me behind a screen. i始m grateful and I LOVE THIS. i can始t see your face and you can始t see mine. funny.
okay, now you look kinda weird. weird sad. bad sad. makes me wanna put a smile on that face.

you始ll let me no?
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I drank in Roppongi until morning, so I have a hangover馃嵒馃ぎ
I love Tokyo Tower馃挒
Tokyo Tower is prettier at night鉁
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In the silence of the night
Beneath the stars
I cry alone
Wasting my tears
I stare into the darkness
There is nothing and yet everything
Weighed down by constant confusion
I dry my eyes
And walk away
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I know I have done some regretful things in the past...
I know I have broken your heart...
Sorry cannot fix the things I have done ...
I just want you to know that I do truly love you with all my heart . I always will... regardless of what you say I will never stop.
I wish I could go back in time and fix my mistakes... your truly An amazing women and mother ...
I love you heather #ilovemywife #ilovemywife #beautifulwife #shesbeautiful #cantlivewithoutyou #regrets #miserable

I鈥檝e been silent on the subject for the most part. At the end of my last prep for #npcmidwest i knew my brother was going to be leaving with the military for a while so I had intentions on just growing an taking some time off of competing. After the show I was not very happy with what I took to the stage , and as many probably know my brother coaches me so I was very frustrated knowing I couldn鈥檛 compete again for a while but not taking something I was proud of to the stage . So I decided about two weeks after coming off stage in #stl that I would prep myself and see how it went . And it鈥檚 been a long, hard, stressful process to say the least ... as the prep comes to an end (1week out today) and all motivation has been running low I finally got a chance to FaceTime my brother and talk to him,tell him I鈥檓 competing, and pose for him to see what he thinks . And he reassured me of many things luckily. Needless to say the fire is lit and it鈥檚 time to finish it out strong .

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