Dear Little One,
Three months ago today you made me a mommy and filled my heart in a way I had never known. The joy that I felt when I saw that 💙➕is something I cannot even put into words. I was whole. I waited for you for what feels like a million years and I began to think that you may never come. The moment I found out I was going to be able to hold your little fingers, kiss your sweet cheeks, sing you to sleep, and make you giggle is one that I will always cherish. Every night I fell asleep holding my belly because I couldn't believe you were really mine. I dreamt about what you would look like and who you would become. I thought about seeing you for the first time and how it was even possible to be happier than I was. Eight weeks of dreaming, planning, and feeling overjoyed wasn't long enough. We were going to meet you on December 31, 2017, instead, we are going to meet you in Heaven. I wasn't ready but I knew you had to go. So, rather than holding you in my arms, I will hold you in my heart and remember the day that you changed my life.
I love you,