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Lunch today is noodles and ground turkey in marinara sauce! 😋🦃🍅🍜🍝 guess who didn't weigh her pasta??? 👊 I didn't even freak out when it made loads either and I think my mum was very proud :) we got over our fight from yesterday and things are alrighty again 🙌 I've spent ages working on my college essay and if anyone wants to review it I would LOVE that 😍 this is like the last step of my application except for the SAT bio test so I'm psyched to get it over with. Anyway my dad is coming home tonight and then on Thursday him and my brother are meeting my sister in California 😮 it's a bit crazy to just be home with my mum but I'm also closest to her so I'm excited 💪 unfortunately she is going to our house in France I'm august and I'm desperately trying to convince her to let me come since it's the only place I'm happy 😞 she keeps saying no tho 😭 afternoon snack will be a chocolate magnum👏 have a lovely afternoon angels!! ❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints

[lunch-spicy tomato couscous with egg] I had one of those incredible moments this morning that affirmed my recovery and reminds me exactly why I struggle to get free of this illness. I was unloading groceries from my car and noticed the box of girlguide cookies I still had sitting in my trunk (I'm a girlguide leader). I felt a little sad as I thought to myself "I wish I was the kind of person who could just have a couple of cookies on a whim just because they looked good and I was a little peckish." Then I stopped and repeated that thought in my head. I WISH I was that person. One does not become the person they want to be just by wishing it were so- it takes work. If I want to be someone who can casually and easily have a cookie then the only thing standing in my own way is me. I CAN be that person if I choose to be. And I choose to be. So I opened the box and had four cookies as a snack. Unplanned. Unbalanced. Unrestricted. It's easy to imagine the person we want to be and to promise ourselves we will 'eventually' get there, but without taking action and doing the hard things we will stay stuck. Nothing 'just happens'. Nothing changes unless you do. #edrecovery #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #recover #realcovery #recoveryispossible #realrecovery #prorecovery #positiverecovery #recovery #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #minniemaud #homeodynamictreatment #mentalhealth #healthy #wellness

For dessert earlier tonight I had a slice of strawberry cheese cake and a slice of turtle cheese cake. Sorry for just now posting this, but I took a little nap and then went on a walk with my mom and dog. Well thats everything that I've eaten today. I hope all of you babes are having a dreamy night! Stay strong 💪🏼

Shopping in Liverpool with momma today so we stopped at @eat_official. I had a bit of a wobbly outburst, stressed out about the fact that they so clearly display the calorific content of their food but then I pulled myself together and selected the firecracker chicken flatbread which was absolutely incredible AND... a challenge ticked off my list... A millionaires shortbread! A layer of beautiful, melt in the mouth shortbread, topped with thick and buttery creamy fudge rather than the usual caramel and then topped again with delicate, perfectly sweet milk chocolate 😍 Up yours anorexia.
I'm still feeling like an absolute pile of steaming horse poo. I feel so bad in terms of my image and I'm also finding I'm feeling really bad about my intake, feeling it's super "unhealthy" but whilst eating lunch, I had a little chat with myself and rationalised... My eating isn't unhealthy at all. Before lunch time I'd had four of my five a day... Even if I hadn't, I don't need to justify anything to the despicable creature that habitates in my brain, there's no such thing as "unhealthy" anyway. Food should be enjoyable, make us happy and assist in the creation of memories and that is what I will work on focusing on.
Off home now. Popped into Home Bargains to stock up on some snacks for myself. Got some stuff that I'm excited about trying, challenging but what's recovery without a challenge? If it doesn't challenge you, it doesn't change you after all.
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Friends & fajitas. That is all. 🌮💃🏼 HAPPY SATURDAY!

Reasons to be happy Nr.548: The way M&M's color your Curd 😋🌈 -

Got those babys from my granny and enjoyed them in front of YouTube videos ☺️. So as mentioned in some posts before last week was very busy. So stressing that I almost felt too overwhelmed 🙄 but with time I learned to take care of my needs and cancel things wich are just to much 🤚🏻 and that is also an important lesson to learn in recovery from any mental illness.
So today I talked with my therapist about this again and we made some plans what is to much stress and how to take care of myself 😇 and with this beeing said I want you to be soft to yourself and pay attention to your needs and feelings this week❣️we are worth it!! love you ☺️

Доброе утро)) Пожелайте мне удачи, сегодня пишу русский язык. А на #завтрак кусочек штруделя с вишней и любимый творог. #vsco#vscofood#breakfast#delisiousfood#cake#morning#minniemaud#followme#follow4like#foodpics

It's been awhile since I updated on here ! But I'm alive and having a blast! Going to be with my best friend for a week still already been together since monday!! We legit just sleep, eat, go to the gym, watch outlander & repeat😂😂 oh well when you're lazy you're lazy ( today we actually went climbing aswell and now we can barely keep our eyes open😭 lazy life style is way more fun😂) Anyway had salads for din post climbing and pre gym + salted caramel tupla protein bars! My friend got a pasta salad and I got a mexican one that had nachoosss😍😍😍
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made a new yummy creation for lunch today 😋 i spread an avocado on whole grain bread, then put a slice of pepper jack cheese and some lettuce on top 😊 as always, i added @cedarsfoods red pepper hommus so i could dip some triscuits and veggies in it 👌 i feel like my lunches are always so big but i don't care 😂 hope you're all enjoying your day! 💜💪 #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #fuckyoured #eatittobeatit #edwarrior #edfighter #minniemaud #strongnotskinny
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Reasons to be happy Nr.548: The way M&M's color your Curd 😋🌈 -

Got those babys from my granny and enjoyed them in front of YouTube videos ☺️. So as mentioned in some posts before last week was very busy. So stressing that I almost felt too overwhelmed 🙄 but with time I learned to take care of my needs and cancel things wich are just to much 🤚🏻 and that is also an important lesson to learn in recovery from any mental illness.
So today I talked with my therapist about this again and we made some plans what is to much stress and how to take care of myself 😇 and with this beeing said I want you to be soft to yourself and pay attention to your needs and feelings this week❣️we are worth it!! love you ☺️

I forgot a fork for my lunch but morning snack was an apple and I just had baby carrots and almonds for lunch. I'm honestly not feeling helped at all here, I'm just sitting in these groups feeling more and more hopeless, like this isn't helping me and all my mind is wondering is if there's anything to help me? It actually feels impossible that there's something out there that will help me at the moment. Even if I spent 8 hours a day talking one on one to a therapist it wouldn't help because they can't take the feelings I'm consumed by away. This is truly awful and I feel so lost in what to do. Do I keep staying here? Do I go back to NY? Like what do I do. I feel like I don't have many choices because my family has made it clear I need help and all that makes me want to do is ran away. I just want to wake up in the middle of the night and start walking and never stop but I know I'll reach a point of complete hopelessness which will overpower every other emotion and then I'll be nothing. How is someone supposed to keep living like this? I honestly am struggling so much with trying to figure out how to. I feel like everything I'm doing is just a bandaid fix so the people around me see me as fine and I can be left alone to my self destruction but I won't survive and I want to survive, I just need to figure out how to.

Anxiety and paranoia are being righttt bitches today 😩 and is stopping me from going out tomorrow and I'm gutted 💔 but I can be a bitch too so will do my best to fight them off ✋ -
Anyway this is my sisters bassinet for her baby which is due in October. Having a baby is literally such a huge motivation for me to be a healthy and functioning women. I've never had a single period or gone through puberty as I got ill at like 11/12 so hadn't started and have been ill since so it's never happened... Does anyone have a similar experience and any advice? It's literally my life's dream to be a mummy 🙏🍼🍼

Meal time, and #foodporn alert!! 📣📣📣
My #mealoftheday was veggie-tuna pasta w/ added cc, Crisp bread w/ slice of cheese and cucu 🍲 And Oreos among w/ unpictured half a big chocolate bar for dessert 🍪🍫.
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I feel quite guilty of eating so much, but I'm just turning those destructive thoughts into neutral and more positive. "I'm such a greedy person of eating this much!"
⏩ "No, food does not make person "greedy", nor good or bad. My body needed this food to fuel up the empty carb stores.".
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. "I'm gonna gain weight so much!"
⏩ "No, one simple meal will not make me gain. And besides, I still have to start to restore my weight, so what's the problem? There is none.".
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. "I have to go running ASAP!"
⏩ "And why is that? To deepend my body's starvation mode and cause more damage to my body? My heart has been showing me how tired it is, and my deck of cards is only half full. My body's metabolism is speeding up every time I eat, whereas exercising will keep me deep in starvation mode. And that's a FACT!" 💥

It's all about how you transform your negative and destructive thoughts into neutral, positive and #prorecovery thoughts.
And guess what's the secret?
YOU! Yes, YOU CAN DO IT! 💪💪.
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Hooray for a good body image day! I got home from treatment last night! I am spending my first day back home by going to target, my new treatment center (stepping down to a 6 hr program as opposrd to php) and boating tonight.
Yesterday I was unable to complete my meal plan so I am going to talk to my dietician today about how to change that. My meal plan is still elevated from weight restoring and it is really hard to meet the requirements knowing that I am at my goal weight.
Gratitude: the beautiful weather outside
Goal: Meet at least 90% of my meal plan (ideally 100, but have to be realistic)
Intention: Be spontaneous

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Shopping in Liverpool with momma today so we stopped at @eat_official. I had a bit of a wobbly outburst, stressed out about the fact that they so clearly display the calorific content of their food but then I pulled myself together and selected the firecracker chicken flatbread which was absolutely incredible AND... a challenge ticked off my list... A millionaires shortbread! A layer of beautiful, melt in the mouth shortbread, topped with thick and buttery creamy fudge rather than the usual caramel and then topped again with delicate, perfectly sweet milk chocolate 😍 Up yours anorexia.
I'm still feeling like an absolute pile of steaming horse poo. I feel so bad in terms of my image and I'm also finding I'm feeling really bad about my intake, feeling it's super "unhealthy" but whilst eating lunch, I had a little chat with myself and rationalised... My eating isn't unhealthy at all. Before lunch time I'd had four of my five a day... Even if I hadn't, I don't need to justify anything to the despicable creature that habitates in my brain, there's no such thing as "unhealthy" anyway. Food should be enjoyable, make us happy and assist in the creation of memories and that is what I will work on focusing on.
Off home now. Popped into Home Bargains to stock up on some snacks for myself. Got some stuff that I'm excited about trying, challenging but what's recovery without a challenge? If it doesn't challenge you, it doesn't change you after all.
#anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #recovery #foodisfuel #realrecovery #beatana #prorecovery #anawho #edwarrior #eattobeat #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #nourishtoflourish #edfamily #delicious #likeit #likesreturned #likesforlike #likelike #likes #lunch #cake #foodie #foodblogger #recoverywin
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I'm back! Sry for the lack of posts but I had no WiFi for the last 2 weeks and my data was all used up...
So at the beginning I struggled a lot and tbh I also restricted; I just couldn't manage how often we went out for lunch/ dinner. My parents got worried and said that I had to go inpatient if I didn't make a drastic change as I didn't (nearly) gain the last weeks! So we informed about HDRM and we decided to give it a try. I'm Now joining minnie maud.
It is so hard but I have overcome my depressed phase. I could enjoy the last entire week of our vacation and I nearly reached the 3000.... tomorrow or in 2 days I'll be there!
So I'm back on track!
There will be some foooood posts later that day so stay tuned. --- #recovery #minniemaud #strongnotskinny #realrecovery #nopainnogain #hope #silverlinings #sunset #vacation #sea

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it's quite a rainy monday morning where i live 🤔 but still a good one! breakfast today is banana nut oatmeal covered with a HUGE banana 🍌 literally, there are 3 layers of banana slices 😂 i also bought some @peanutbutterco dark chocolate dreams peanut butter.... and let me tell you, it's AMAZING!!!! 😍 on the side is an english muffin with butter and strawberry jelly, because sweet and salty is the best combination 👌 in my little mason jar today is a chocolate peanut butter protein shake 👍 anyways, i hope you all have a great day, keep fighting off your ed 💜 #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #fuckyoured #eatittobeatit #edwarrior #edfighter #minniemaud #strongnotskinny
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