Well I put off this ACTUAL final drawing for a long time. For several reasons. Some personal. Some emotional. I had to think about what I was going to draw? What is a good final send off?
I thought of this idea. A empty place but colorful ideas. The colors slowly returning that were once sucked away. Something Mike like currently I guess.
Please don't take this the wrong way. I don't hate him. I'm just sort of tired of trying? Or frustrated I guess? Doesn't feel good anymore drawing him when he didn't seem to want it...
..... But @mikeivision I know what I did was naive to have said. I get it though. It's hard, including for me to make a living with just my dumb art. I never expected anything from you in return and I even told you that awhile ago you promised to do something cause you felt like you should but you never did. Got thrown for a loop I guess. It was naive of me to have even talked to you a 30 year old jersey boy. I had a aching feeling that this would happen like all my "friends" before you. But I hoped so hard I wouldnt lose you. But I guess it can't be forever. I wanted to know you for you not a label of a lookalike. I tried to do that.
I know that I am toxic and can be manipulative and I was likely just now like that. Its my flaw. I'm. Trying to get that fixed. But you didn't deserve me being like this if I ever was or am now. You don't or didn't want this silly internet fame.
I don't know if you will even see this or read it but I hope you do. Just good luck with were you go or are going. With your plans and ideas. With your crazy stories or "hidden" lessons. For considering me even for a moment a friend. Just don't forget those who helped you to get here through it all from the start..
Thank you, @mikeivision
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