I have been extremely lucky in life. Growing up I lived with my mother, my grandmother and my two aunts. I had in a sense four mothers who gave me the most wonderful childhood I could ever want. Anything I wanted I always had, gifts, toys, parties. The best memories are always of my time living in my grandmothers home. They stayed close to me always and it wasn’t until 24 when for the first time I experienced loss. Loosing my grandmother was the most heartbreaking experience and now that my aunt has joined her in heaven it is the same. I have realized that growing up doesn’t suck because we get wrinkles and Get aweful hangovers, it sucks because we loose all those that we will love forever ~ so grief is the price we pay for having had the luck of loving people.