#metoidioplasty

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Woke up to awesome news this morning..there was a cancellation with my surgeon Dr.Crane, so I have been bumped up to October instead of end of February next year! Happy guy here. Ready to start the next step of this journey ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป#metoidioplasty#femaletomale#ftm#happyman#myjourney#surgery#surprises#f2m#happyfriday

Heading into surgery (stage one metoidioplasty) tomorrow morning. I just want to say a huge thank you for all the support I've been given recently. A year ago I was really nervous about making my transition public, but these days I wake up really excited to talk to the community we've built through being open online. I wouldn't be replying to hundreds of "good luck" messages if I had stayed so ashamed of who I was, and I definitely wouldn't be feeling this loved, or proud, or strong. Thank you so much and I'll see you on the flip side โœŒ๐Ÿผ

POST OP DAY 25

Read that out loud. 25 days??? Shit. Holy potato. Time really flies. And sometimes it bumps into hospitals as my recovery did... but shit!!! I really can`t believe that I`m almost one month post op!!! I`m removing my catheter as planned in three days if they let me go home tomorrow. The plan is to stay in the hospital one more night, just to be sure that the medicine is working as it should. That way I`m able to take a plane down to Oslo on Wednesday without acting like a mashed potato (not the good kind). I`m healing well, but I still bleed a lot. This blood thinning medicine really has the annoying effect of making my blood super thin (... it feels like fucking water sometimes???). Therefore it`s hard to feel like the healing process is on right track sometimes. But it is. The stitches near my groin where the implants were placed through are healing well, and for each day that passes, it`s easier to walk normally, and not like an 80-year-old guy. I still want to enjoy my youth, so I will spare that classic towing-walk for my older years at a futuristic retirement home with cute nurses. I`m so ready to pee normally!!!!! This peeing bag is practical, but yet so annoying and unpractical at the same time๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿค” #ftm #ftmofig #ftmsofig #f2m #ftmtransgender #ftmsurgery #transgenderftm #trans #transperson #TRANSISBEAUTIFUL #transgender #bottomsurgery #metoidioplasty #transsupport #transgenders

Post op life is full of surprises.... I'm again stuck with a catheter, but now it's injected directly in my bladder. Not supercomfy, but again; it works and it's a lot more slick than the other option! I'm so happy that I live in a country with great healthcare, and I remind myself of that every time this happens. It could have been so much worse. Everything else is healing perfectly, so i'm super duper greatful that it's only a small bug/error haha. My surgeon that scheduled my surgery next Thursday said that he would have done that anyway before preforming the surgery, so at least it wasn't for nothing. I'm feeling okay, just super tired and hilarous on the meds lol. Finally home from the hospital after a night stay with my fav @st1anandersson... so sorry that you had to sleep in a chair next to me โ™ฅ๏ธ .
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Listening to a surgery prep #meditation trying to get my mind on a positive wavelength before my surgery on Wednesday! #ftm #metoidioplasty #transition #surgery

3,5 months difference. March on the left and June on the right. Can't take any cred though... havent been to the gym in ages, so this is all the work of my dead ass booooring post op life and a shitload of meds + zero appetite. 10 kgs down ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ™Œ
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Many of you have been asking how my recovery is going, and what complications I have been referring to lately that has led up to the incident at the hospital..and me getting a suprapubic catheter. I'll try to explain that the best way possible, so here it goes: My recovery after metoidioplasty has been filled with alot of ups but also downs. I have had yeast infection as most people post op, and two urinetract infections. With that being said; I have been prepared for things like that, so I have taken every precaution possible. But things happen, and you need to be aware of that in order to handle it the right way. To undergo a surgery like meta will give you great moments, but also drain you. When I first removed the catheter I had absolutely no problem peeing. I peed like a champ, and two months after surgery I was even able to pee standing outside. It felt amazing to finally recover fast from surgery without any major complications. The problem that occurred sporadically after around two months was that my urinetract clogged itself now and then. So out of nowhere I could find myself in a situation where I was unable to pee. I have been to the ER many times to fix it, and everytime in hope of it being the last time. It hurts like a b*tch when you can't pee, that I can't even start to explain it. At my post op appointment last week they concluded that some scartissue inside of the new urinetract is making some parts to tight for the pee to pass (literally). On the bright side that is a quick fix up. The downside is that my local hospital in Trondheim have no knowledge on this topic, so they haven't been able to offer me a permanent solution. The other bright side is that i'm getting it fixed on Thursday, and that will hopefully be the end of the peingbag relationship. To have a catheter inserted directly in your bladder and sewn to your skin is not to be recommended, but it does the job. Even though this isnt comfy or fun it was one of the risks I was willing to take in order to pee on every damn stick standing up for the rest of my life. Some things don't come easy, but when they do it's gonna be one hell of a ride! You can't do it if you don't believe it๐ŸŒž๐Ÿ’›

MOST RECENT

Woke up to awesome news this morning..there was a cancellation with my surgeon Dr.Crane, so I have been bumped up to October instead of end of February next year! Happy guy here. Ready to start the next step of this journey ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป#metoidioplasty#femaletomale#ftm#happyman#myjourney#surgery#surprises#f2m#happyfriday

Many of you have been asking what`s wrong with my junior, and many times I have wondered that myself. How can something fully healed without problems just clog itself every second week? I`ve been to the ER like 7 or 8 times, and yet, after one revision it`s still the same fucking problem. Not being able to pee, standing in the bathroom with the hopeless look on my face in the mirror and wondering how the fuck this is happening again. The pain is so unbearable, and the cramps are the worst. I really thought that my revision would fix the problem, but Saturday night was yet another disappointment. At this point, an infection would have been ten times better. This catheter life is just so fucking tragic. I am so fed up with this. Not being able to work, pee, sleep and enjoy my life. So unfair. And I rarely get fed up with shit, but this peeing bag is a real pain in the ass these days. Fingers crossed that the hell bag is not joining me on my trip to Helsinki. Not feeling like taking a swim with it!!!! Ok. I'm done now. Life is okay. I got my tacos and snacks, so I will be fine. Iยดm just not the type that loves the life on the couch with a fucking bag of pee on my thigh. I want outdoor adventures and bbq`s </3. At least my beardgame is getting stronger ๐Ÿ™ƒ
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ๆœ€ๅนธใฎไธ€ๆ—ฅใ ใฃใŸ40ๆญณๆœ€็ต‚ๆ—ฅ๏ผ#ftm #iamftm #gid #pai #metoidioplasty #femaletomale #ftmfitness #ftmthailand

I'm 100 days post op ๐Ÿ˜Ž#bottomsurgery #metoidioplasty #ftm #guyslikeus

PROS AND CONS
METOIDIOPLASTY
๐ŸŒต๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒฝ๐Ÿฅ’๐Ÿฅœ๐Ÿ†๐Ÿ„๐Ÿฅ‘๐Ÿฅ–๐Ÿ
โž•PEE STANDING
If the surgery is successful, and you have enough growth you will most likely be able to pee standing. That is one of the biggest reasons for me choosing this surgery. Peeing is so much more fun when you can aim at stuff all day long
โž•GREAT SENSATION
You don`t risk losing any feeling down there, and post op it`s even better. So that is a big plus. Increased sensation is so awesome and unexpected!
โž•REALISTIC LOOK
So personally I mean it looks very realistic. The skin and the veins and everything is a good combo. Every wiener is different just as much as titties are, so basically, this is a small fully realistic one
โž•"I LIKE YOU SWELLING"
God, I`m really cracking up writing this. I can`t exactly write like Agony Aunt here, so these "detour" words are really hilarious. But you get the point. This Amigo has a bloody two moods of existing. One happy hour between the sheets and the "I`m just co-existing in this boxer". Winning. The difference is huge!
๐Ÿ›‘๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿšท๐ŸŒกโ˜”๐Ÿ“ฃ๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ“ˆ๐Ÿšซ
โŒNO POPPIN
Sorry to say, but you can`t penetrate shit with it. It`s cute and amazingly very happy to see you with the right attention, but it`s not entering any cave or what so ever. .
โŒSMALL BULGE
If you are packing pre-op, you may feel that you want to do that post op too. For me, personally, I feel that it`s enough. The feeling of having it when I walk is doing it for me. Even though, metoidioplasty isn't giving you the Mount Rushmore. I`m sorry to say.
โŒTINY JUNIOR
When you don`t donate skin any skin, you leave the surgeons with what you have down there. The implants are in good realistic and proportional size, but the member is noticeable a mini fighter peepee.
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In a blink of an eye I can easily forget where it all started. I'm just one pea in the pod, I, the boy that became. Behind me is a sometimes forgotten road that has been walked. Why? Because the road was always choosen and will forever be my path. That was and is my timeline. My steps towards a free life with accept and love. Just like a rainbow with a golden price on the other end. That was a damn good and long rainbow, so I faught with claws to climb that shit so I could slide down to the happy side. And with it came peace. In that very moment every inch of stress towards gender and myself took off. I just took a breath and became. I became my outside, and my inside smiled so fucking big that you wouldn't believe it. We all do this. Just remember it and most importantly off all: see the value of it so that your journey can value you just as much as you do value it. I'm not sad, just so deeply touched of the privilege I had to fight for myself to see this day๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’™ Thank you for being my support-system๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’• Catheter is gone in 1 hour!!!!
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Slowly getting back on my feet after my bottom surgery. Last 3 weeks have been a struggle but I'm back. It was hard, harder than I thought it would be, even though I was prepared for this, even though I knew it'd be hard. I had to fight against myself, some days I wanted to give up, I couldn't, it wasn't an option, so I took it upon myself and I'm here today, stronger than ever. I haven't recovered 100% yet, and it might take some more weeks for it, but I know I'll make it, I had doubts but I'm confident now. Be strong broThers, the road is long, but you'll go through it like a warrior ๐Ÿ’ช
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Oslo on Wednesday! Catheter free on Wednesday! ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿฆ„๐Ÿธ
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Even though I can't do much these days since I'm babysitting my own catheter I find it good (to some extent) to just be forced to chill. To "chill and take it easy" has, unfortunately, never been my strong side. I always feel that I need to be up and going to not lose valuable time. Sometimes you just need to realize that time spent at home with Mario Cart and snacks can be just as good as a walk outside. Even though I`m missing my hammock adventures I will be back on track with them as soon this peepee straw leaves this urine tract! Every situation brings something good with it, even if it`s wrapped in the ugliest wrapping paper. Catheter life sucks, but spending time just reflecting on this journey while eating an apple with peanut butter is more than okay!๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿฅœ
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Some badass peeingbag fashion just for you guys. 11 days till I can pee free and be me โคโคโค
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I`m 3 months post-op today! This has been a crazy journey. I have been in the hospital and to the ER countless of times, but yet I have never regretted this decision. It`s hands down one of the best things I have ever decided to do in my life. Even though it has not been easy, this is something that has truly completed me as a person. It just clicked. This is the one thing I have felt that was missing since I was a little kid. The thing that made me feel that I was different from the others. And now I can enjoy something so stupid as aiming at a toilet. But that thing, that feeling, that dream is what I have wanted so badly my entire life. It`s what I fought for in the hospital and the one and only thing that always held me up on the toughest days in my recovery. This just means so much to me, and it`s so hard to even start to explain it with words. But yeah. Grateful. So FUCKING grateful and proud! Cheers to a lifetime with me and junior ๐ŸŽŠ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿฅ‚๐ŸŽ‚๐ŸŽ‰
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#workingfrombed today. When do I get my energy back? Tired of being tired... #ftm #ftmsurgery #lowersurgery #transition #metoidioplasty #tiredaf #healing #surgeryrecovery

Good news! I'm going home tomorrow!! I am beyond happy. I spoke to my surgeon and he told me that the surgery was a success, and that I should be good to go! They removed some scar tissue in the "new" part of my urinetract, so I'm stuck with the peeingbag for a little while. Hopefully just 12 days! At least my banana isn't full of stiches but almost fully healed, so it doesn't really bother me super much (yet). The catheter I have now is also a lot thicker than the previous once, and shockingly so much more comfy, so that is a big plus. It will also make the tract wider, so that is an even bigger plus! I'm really looking forward to come home now!โค๐Ÿ˜โค #TRANSISBEAUTIFUL #transgender #testosterone #testo #bottomsurgery #metoidioplasty
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Done๐Ÿธ My suprapubic catheter is history.. but i'm stuck with the regular one now HAHA. At this point I don't mind, since it's purpose is to let the peepee tract heal as it should. So can you please heal a little faster?? I have sticks to pee on, urinals to test and work to attend without youโ˜ป

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3,5 months difference. March on the left and June on the right. Can't take any cred though... havent been to the gym in ages, so this is all the work of my dead ass booooring post op life and a shitload of meds + zero appetite. 10 kgs down ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ™Œ
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