So I'm a little frustrated that I won't be able to work out for a few days.. just had a vasectomy.. (three kids is enough) I was shit scared I am not going to lie to you! I though I'd be ok being a medic and all, but my anxiety got the better of me. I was scared of being put to sleep as I have never had a general anaesthetic before. The Surgeon thought I was scared of a local anaesthetic, I think I would of preferred being awake, a least I could retain some "control" of the situation. But isn't that what anxiety is? A fear of not being in control? It was actually quite liberating to relinquish control.. I am such a fucking deep thinker lol I must sound like a right dick! At least now if I have patient ask me about what an aesthetic is like I can tell them! Still feeling a bit woozy and the pain is starting to be "uncomfortable" nothing some 30/500mg cocodamol wont sort out.. might try writing off the back of the aesthetic and see what I can come up with 😂 probably a load of shite but who knows..