❤️ credit to @voidklance for the edit ❤️ Rant:
I’m so fucking stressed rn. I just FAILED a quiz in Chemistry and now I have a D+! ITS LITERALLY THE START OF THE DAMN QUARTER! And my fucking teacher won’t even break it down some more so I can understand. I’ve gone in for study help, I’ve asked her multiple questions in class, and today I asked her is the spelling was wrong on one of the quiz questions (it should have been hectoxide and not hetcaoxide at least from what she taught us) and she pointed out that I had spelt the first half wrong (I put dichlorine instead of dichloride) and in my head I was like, “BITCH THATS NOT WHAT I FUCKING ASKED YOU! I AM AWARE THAT I GOT THE FIRST HALF RIGHT BUT THE SECOND HALF STILL SHOULD BE CHANGED!” And I’m really fucking stressed cause my parents are gonna get a progress report and I’m not down to be talked to this early in the damn quarter. I just wanna cry some more. I already drank so much tea (I drink tea when I’m stressed) and I’m just sobbing and crying because of my grade and the fact that my FUCKING TEACHER WONT EVEN EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT IM DOING WRONG! SHE JUST FUCKING POINTS OUT WHAT I GOT WRONG WITHOUT EXPLAINING WHY! And she said today that the packet we’ve been doing this entire week has an answer sheet uploaded, and that when we turn it in, if there’s even one thing wrong we don’t get any points. So I was looking for it and I only found the last two sheets so I went up to her and asked her, “where’s the rest of the packet?” And she was like, “well we did the packet in class, were you following along?” And once again in my head I was like, “WE DIDNT FUCKING GO OVER EVERYTHING IN THE DAMN PACKET! WE DIDNT CORRECT EVERYHING IN THE PACKET! SO HOW THE FUCK YOU EXPECT ME TO FUCKING CORRECT IT IF NOT ALL OF IT IS THERE! LIKE FUCK WOMAN! I NEED THESE POINTS FOR A GRADE BECAUSE I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT MY ASS IS GONNA HAVE A BAD FUCKING GRADE AFTER YOU UPLOAD GRADES TODAY! I DONT NEED AN F! I REALLY DONT!” But all I told her was ‘yea I was’ And fucking walked back to my seat. I cried for an hour after school and I’m still crying. I wanna just curl up and die.