(sorry this is shit, i tried.😰)
colton, wow i have so much to say about you. first off, you’re my best friend and you already know i’m not replacing you. (everyone else can fuck off!) no questions about it whatsoever. i can’t believe you stayed up until 1am, on a school night, just talking to me, helping me with my problems. that really shows you care. i’m such a headache, how do you put up with me?? tuesday was such a horrible day, but i had you right by my side so i knew in the end i’d be okay. also i’m sorry for bringing you into that ivan bullshit. i really didn’t mean for things to end how they did. but you’ve showed me i don’t need some asshole in my life who goes from girl to girl. you’ve taught me so many things, like how to be strong and how to let go of the things in life that aren’t good for me. you make me a better person, i honestly couldn’t do it without you. you’re literally my other half. half my heart, just half of me. when you hurt, i hurt. i’m happy when you’re happy. oh and yes, i’m happiest with you, i gotta admit. you’re absolutely adorable, from the things you say to how you make me feel, really everything 🤤. when i think about you, my heart just melts, and i’m suddenly in a better mood. and if anyone else calls you best friend, well they better post the fuck up:)). anyways we’re alike in so many ways, like what, are we literal twins??. okay time to be serious again! so i’m not intending on making this long because you already know how i feel about you. i have serious trust issues, but you’re one of the two people i trust out of all my friends and the rest of this world. you see the good in people and oop there’s another thing i love about you. you stop be from doing stupid ass things, you lead me in the direction and guide me when i’m a little off track sometimes. and i love the fact that you made me love maroon five even more by just telling me you like them too. and listen, if i make you happy, i’m not going anywhere, i promise. i want you to know that you will always have raegan by your side. you make me so goddamn happy, i love you colt.
ps soccer boys are rlly cute.!
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