_You broke me down and bent my ideas into infinity loops and now my beliefs keep on spinning through them, again and again spiraling through the same bends, unable to attain a common ground.
The chaos in my life appears like sand in water, it will surely not blend in but it will settle at the bottom once I calm down.
But whatever happens, I will not give in.
I will not let go of myself. I will not get lost as another broken lamenting soul.
I don't want to feel my body floating in the pool of grudge while my head keeps on replaying the bad turns I took like it would make a difference.
But no, not today. Because today I will stand up and get out of the house. I will tell myself that it's okay, it's okay, I'll repeat it over a thousand times more if that is what I need.
But I will not. Give. Up.
Because today I'll take charge of my life.
is all I've got.
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