My manager at work is very kind and let me go home very early today...I wasn’t coping at all. I had to come home anyway to upload all the files for the funeral to the crematorium site...I was up till late making the memorial video. Finished that then had a solid cry and now I’m back to being drained. Can’t believe the funeral is tomorrow. I feel like I could sleep till the new year. My parents aren’t the outwardly emotional sort by any stretch but they do try to understand how I’m feeling in their way...but it’s been lonely.
I dread tomorrow, I hope it goes ok....🌹